Before stepping out of Jo's house I ran to see CJ and wrap him in my embrace for one last time. This 7 month old angel was fast asleep in the middle of his mummy and daddy's bed. Usually once CJ was asleep He wasn't to be waken but how could I leave on my trip to NY without one last look at my joy. :) Ironically although I squeezed his tiny body unto my arm and kissed him incessantly he remained fast asleep, there is nothing more beautiful then the peace and serenity found in this this child while he lay. He is beautiful, filled with hope and emanates luminosity.